locking in again

tried my hand at writing shitty, self indulgent, amateur fanfiction and it was actually one of the most fun things i've done in a while, omg

big day for annoying people (me)

going through that yearly identity crisis i have in which i desperately wish i were a boy for a few weeks then pretend it never happened

i need to get evaluated for adhd [2]

picked up a sketchbook i've had for the past 10 years again and 70% of it is just the same character lol

i hope i get into college next year so i can draw, play video games and hang out with my friends again...

i love my friends so so much

i think i burned myself out again, whoopsies

envelheci uns 5 anos nos últimos 4 meses

i think i need to get evaluated for adhd

i don't want to live in anyone's shadow anymore

i keep forgetting that i exist outside of my own head and that other people can feel object permanence towards me

get your shit together

feeling a little better

sick like a dog

haven't felt this depressed in a long time

the days are starting to blend together again

so sappy lately...

i should pick up journaling/scrapbooking my brain is so good at coming up with pseudopoetry like actually